Dec 30, 2009

Last day of 2009

31st Dec 2009
Last day of year 2009
Many thgs happend in the year 2009, most of happy and laughter...
2009 Jan, big changes happened...
Faith let us be 2gather...
It just happen like dat...
Follow my feelings, and im his's....haha
Walk 2gather until end of 2009, and yet we stil love each other...
Happy moments, quarrel, laughter he brings to me, sadness coz of him..many many thgs and is my precious memories~!!!
Thx alot dear...
For love me, take care me, support me, teach me many thgs, forgive all my madness~
I will do my best and wont let u worry always...
In the year 2010, we will hold hands and walk through all the days 2gather...
In the year 2010, im going to complete my diploma in Hotel Management and step into industry....
In the year 2010, im going into 20's, OMG~
In the year 2010, i've got many thgs to be done...
In the year 2010, i need to find my new resolution starting fr nOw...hahaha
Happy new year to all my frens, thx for accompany me always...
Happy new year to my parents, thx alot and love u so much....
HaPpy 2010~!!!!!

幸福

很多人说,幸福是一件很遥不可及的事。
我也蛮认同的,因为幸福是很抽象的,我们谁都主宰不了。
我要的幸福其实很简单,我自认简单啦~
因为我没有要求很高啊,也没有要很奢侈的生活~
在我字典里幸福定义是找一个我很喜欢,又很爱很爱他;他也很爱我的男生。
我不需要物质享受,我不要求他一定要很帅,一定要有洋房,有名车,一大叠的钞票....这些我都不重视。


我只要他很疼我,照顾我,关心我,陪伴我,支持我,爱我,对我不离不弃,在我需要他的时候在我身边,是情人亦是朋友,有责任感,肯努力,这样的男生大概同街都可以找到吧。
但,最重要的还是缘分,因为两个人没有缘分再怎么优秀的男生都不可能得到手~


曾经在感情路上跌倒过一次,虽然那时候还很年轻,但回想起我还觉得我是跌得很伤的~
不想再爱情上失败第二次,不想自己被辜负了,我很自私吗??因为我真的输不起,我不想在疗伤时伪装着自己很坚强,很乐观~


我害怕孤单,可能因为从小我在家没有兄弟姐妹,常常一个人受了委屈跟洋娃娃哭诉。很傻吧~??所以我很依赖爱情,依赖情人,到现在还不会习惯只有一个人的生活。朋友和情人是家以外最重要的,失去了我大概会想去死咯。。


幸福会变得遥不可及大概是因为世界上没有所谓的永远和天长地久....
没有人能保证下一秒会发生什么事情,没有人可以真的受着自己对别人的诺言一辈子,时间会慢慢证明一切。我曾经也很向往童话故事里王子与公主的爱情故事,但随着年龄的增长,我明白到童话故事是很梦幻的,偶像剧般的相遇也是梦幻的。
在现实生活中,人与人之间或许存在着很奇妙的缘分。但要做到像童话故事一样,就真的不会实现。
我们唯一能做的就是避免爱上不该爱的人,尽量不要领导自己受伤害。爱上了,就是了。
所以要珍惜现在拥有的,没有什么事是大不了的,凡事都有解决的方法。
过去的,就让它成回忆,成为生命中的一部分;现在的,珍惜它,不要让它跑了;未来的,期待,为它而努力吧~


朋友们,都要幸福哦~

2009 Christmas Eve in Bukit Bintang~

Every year's christmas eve falls on 24th definately...haha
My X'mas eve is with my dearest bf and frens in Bukit bintang...
On that day, around 9pm only both of us decide to celebrate wif tonnes of ppl out there..

So we reach Pavilion around 10.30pm and juz meet up wif Sin yeng and Wei zhong..^o^
Peoples are playing aerosol spray all around, the atmosphere there is juz damn crowded..It's normal for KL town during festive season..And dat's our culture~
4 of us juz hanging around, looking at peoples playing spray.. 
Our spray is to wait until 12am..LOL~

But x'mas eve dun have strong feeling of waiting 12am compare to countdown new year~
By the time touched 12am, those peoples juz started to spray at others...while im juz trying avoiding those sprays..haha..
Coz i dun like the stink smells, and will cause our skin to feel sticky after dat...yaks~
But my beloved and WZ juz spraying each other..dat's funny...
Thn we decided to walk to Sg wang..
Worst spraying over thr, OMG......
Im juz walk here and there to avoid sprays...hee^^
The 2 guys spray whoever pass by, seems like enjoy so much ya~

We stand at the monorail stairs coz those ppl cnt cum up and spray..haha..it's good up there and see them playing wif x'mas hat...
U can see dat the whole Bintang Walk full of peoples wif X'mas hat and sprays...Strong festive feeling although im not christian~

Me and him stay awake for the whole night coz dun have transport to go home after 12am..hehe
So we decide to wait until 25th 6am, monorail start to operate again~
Walk around Bkt Bintang, Jln Alor...repeat the same road and walk, walk, walk...Can be say as a unique dating for us...hahaha...
Memorable memories for us~

So, that's how my x'mas eve...
Waiting for countdown on 31st...
We'll be crazy again..hahaha


            Monorail station~



                        Me and yeng

Dec 26, 2009

22nd Dec- My B'day~

Back to 22nd Dec...
it's my b'day, my big day...haha..

Early in the morning i wake up and prepare to go bck KL by bus...
So had b'fast wif dad and mum first before go to bus station heading to KL...My bus is 9.30am ~

Get all my stuffs and get up the bus, saying gudbye to dad n mum....
Try to sleep along the way but cnt, coz my lovely frens keep sms me wishing me Happy B'day!!
Thx all my frens dat rmb my b'day ya...
Especially many of unexpected NS frens that stil rmb my big day, love u all~~

Finally i reach KL town but the traffic jam was serious...Take around 7hours to reach Pudu fr Sp...haha...
Go to KL sentral after the bus stopped...Waiting for my someone to meet me...
Half day of my b'day ald use up in the bus, sounds sad~ wakaka:-Xd

Tonight will have steamboat dinner with him, his sis and another bro in Damansara house...
So, our steamboat got quite many things such as beef, sausage, seafood taufu my favourite...haha...
Although is simple steamboat dinner, but im ald very happy coz dis is the first year celebrate my b'day with U... Hope to celebrate my next, next next, next next next b'day with u~

Before my actual day, i already have a small celebration wif dad and mum in SP's Secret Recipe on 21st...
Coz im going bck 22nd...So we had 2 pieces of slice cake and milkshake as celebration..haha...
very cute of my dad and mum...Love them! Next year hope can celebrate with dad n mum but i think i will be busy with my intern in KL dat time..T_T~

Speak bout my steamboat dinner again, after our meal he bring out present for me~!!!!
I really din expect him to give me any present, coz he ald prepare the steamboat dinner for me...And yet, he stil bought something for me...
It's DKNY perfume, i wan dat long ago but juz din get it... He is so lovely~!!!!!Muacks....*love u so much*
(Next time no need to buy so expensive present for me k)....
I dun really need it so urgenyly, but anyway Thanks alot~

I had a lovely 19th b'day this year...
Must have a new resolution and makeover for 2010 since im going to 20's...OMG~

Dec 19, 2009

My day

Woke up 10am....
My dad wants me to help out in painting my house fence...but it's raining and the plan cancelled...haha
Follow up by helping my mum sorting the old newpaper according to the title..OMG~
Is like so many newspaper and it's the paper months ago...gotta sort 1 by 1....

Plan to go to Wei Wern's house at 3pm and have an outing day wif her n Jia Wen...
It's a rainy day, and i dun really like it~
Dad n Mum wana visits her mum as well, so we go 2gather.
Have been months didint meet up wif wei wern, kinda miss her..hehe^^

After discussion and waiting, me, Jia wen, Wei Wen and Poh heng went out...decided to go Pizza Hut~~
Went to Pizza Hut but duno wat to order..haha...we change and change and change, luckily the waiter is not beside us...*wink*
It's starbucks time after Pizza...Bcoz Jia wen wana collect the stamps and she keep asking wei wen to buy double..hahaha~
4 of us take few pictures there wif some silly pose and is capture by Jia wen's DSLR...Nice shots
Wei Wern juz non-stop saying she wana have a haircut 2day...So without finishing our drinks, we went to D'touch for her haircut...
The stylist in the saloon keep talking with us and the one cut for her is our high school senior...hehe^^
Poh Heng keep asking them wat style shud he have but his hair is so damn short to have all those style la..
Thinking that their conversation is funny, brings laughter for me..Hehe~

JW wana go Auto-City flea market..so 4 of us juz went like dat..haha...
This is the first time for me to go auto-city at night, i knw there will be very beautiful as now is X'mas season full of X'mas deco...
We walk along the flea market and i bought 1 lace blouse...*yeah*
Jw got a shirt and wei wen bought masks, but poh heng didnt get any for himself..haha

After shopping, we go bck to Sp oldtown for dinner...haha
Coz we can decide wat to eat for dinner there, so went bck to Sp lor~
Have a happy day wif them...Muacks, love u guys~


Have to sleep now..2moro gota wake up for b'fast~
Nitez

*miss U*

Dec 17, 2009

~Back to Sp~

It's sem break and im bck to my hometown Sp....
Have been away fr here for more than 2months...finally im back again...
Nothing special have plan for this sem break, juz cum bck and spend time at home most of the time...
In another way is called--boring!!


Have to wake up early everyday, do housework and even cooked....
sigh*
gota deal with clothes, cooking, sweaping and moping the whole house...this time added one more which is painting..haha...


Apart from being a "maid"...i stil have the chance to hang out with my high school fren of course...
Miss them so much, but cant have the chance to meet all...coz most of them are not in Sp...haiz~
Met Yao Jun, is my Bff in form4 n form5...gossping arround..haha..
Miss the time we all are stil in Form4 & form5~
Is a great moment for us bcoz we go through many things 2gather....^^
Form 4 im not always in school and miss alot of classes coz of choir team...but i enjoyed alot in my choir team and all those competitions!!! But time passes so fast that i cnt even catch them....
Form 5 is a SPM year for us...although im in the science class, teachers are looking high on us..
But i dun really pay attention on study..hahaha....
We appreciate our time spend in schoold 2gather, stay back after schooling time juz to hang around the school...Use to "ponteng" class during teachers teaching in class by using the name of helping other teacher to do work bcoz im a monitor and Jun is a prefect!!
Haha...we will walk around school with our tie and uniform, taking a file on hand and make us looks busy...(indeed we are not)


Talk about tuition, actually i also miss the time we went tuition and fall asleep thr...haha
But last time i and Yao Jun having Physics tuition 2gather, and we did not enter the tuition but we went to comic shop and spend our time there....Only for 2times!! hahaha....
Damn excited for us as we are consider as " good student".....


Sometimes juz can think back of wat we had done those days, but we cant go bck ti the time again..
Wat we can do is just look ahead~!!
Hope that we all can graduate fr higher education and get a good job...In the same time, always do think back old frens and treasure them bcoz they are one part of my life!!!!


This is my form 4 and form 5 classmates!!
Love them~

3D Christmas Carol

Is the first time for both of us to watch 3D movie in cinema...haha
He wanted to watch Christmas Carol in 3D, so we went for movie date on 8th Dec...
The ticket is more expensive than normal screen, provide us with a 3D spec..kinda cute!!

I can conclude that christmas carol is a quite boring movie for me..haha...even he watch until fall asleep~
But is an experience for us to watch 3D...( but not a good experience )
The next movie we wanted to watch 2gather is Storm Warriors~
It's one of the big making in 2009 by Pang Brothers...
Looking forward to watch after im back to KL!!~!!



we were cute with 3D specs..haha

It's my December^^

Having final at the first week of December...
I like December bcoz it gives me holiday's feeling since i was young...
when i were a young girl, likes the days without schooling, without homework, without exams...haha...
Until form 5, i also looking forward to december month bcoz i wana complete my Spm A.S.A.P...
Now in college, December is stil a holiday month...Although the holiday is not as long as last time~


dis year 2009, 1st-2nd-7th is my final date!!
After dat i can fully enjoy my sem break..haha^^
Finish my first and second paper on 2nd...Im thinking of meeting him after few days didnt meet...*Miss u*
So, on the 4th i rush down to KL and plans to stay thr until Sunday...haha...I wana go through my weekend with U!!
A happy weekend for me again....
Next up have to rush bck Nilai and finish my last paper...
OMG!!


................................................
Finally, im done with my sem 5! hehe....
gOing bck hometown on 11th Dec~
before that, will meet up my dear for 2days...
Pack all my thgs after exam, go down KL to meet with him....Yeah!~!
It's always an excited feeling in me whenever i going to meet him...
Although we have been 2gather for almost 1year, but this kind of excited feeling stil exist...(*is a good sign*)
Is this indicate that im so in love??!!
Perhaps................

Sem 5 r3visiOn we3k

Starting fr 20th Nov is our revision week before final exam...
It suppose to be a week for us to study n do revision...But for me, it's like a "holiday"...
hahaha~
Plan to go here n there, wish to spend more time with him since i have no more classes!! *wink*

Finally, i decide to go to Jogoya with Vivi on the tuesday, went shopping with my BFF on wednesday...Sounds like i have no chance to meet up with him but indeed i had...haha
We both meet behind d staircase of Starhill..sO genius of us..yeah!!
It's so excited for me coz dis kind of action seem like our relationship is not being recognize.....(it's not k)

Walk for 2days...it's so tiring, didnt touch any of my books too~ haha.....
He decide to chance his leave day and spend his weekend with me...So damn happy!!
I found a room for us to stay, so he came to Nilai on friday after work...Yipee!!!~!!!
Although we did not go anywhr except Nilai and Giant, but i juz feel so happy and fullfill to be with him...*Treasure every moment that can be with u, dear~*

Miss those days we go to class 2gather, have lunch and dinner 2gather, do assignments with u, night walk around campus....Juz love doing all that with u, although it's juz simple daily activity...Loving it^^

Coming up next is final exam...gota start memorize tips that lecturer gives us..haha!!

*Miss U*

Dec 8, 2009

~2012~

-20th Nov-
Finally i've got d chance to watch 2012 after waiting 1week...
haha...
at first plan to have a nap after S & M presentation bcoz did not sleep for more than 24 hours..
But my dear called to watch 2012...Yipee~~
At last we can watch 2gather...

Jump down fr my bed after his call, run to bathroom for shower...
Fly down to catch college bus..3xcited...

Reach Pavilion to collect our ticket, at last i've got my booked tickets...oh--lala~~
It's a movie more than 2hours...daMn lOng..but i dun feel is lOng in such a way that the movie was full of effect and quite awesome...
My mind start thinking how if this happend in the screen not just a movie...but happen in real life?????
OMG....i dare not imagine that...It's horrible and scary!!!!
Buildings are destroyed and peoples have no where to escape....hOpe this will not happen around us..
But we as a human being has the reaponsibility to protect our earth, do every precautionary actions if we could..."Love our Earth"

After movie, follow dear go bck D'sara...bcoz it's late ad...
Will go bck Nilai saturday mOrning^^
Thx dear for d movie ya~~

Dec 3, 2009

Sales n Marketing assignment

Last call last call for Sales n marketing assignment!!!
OMG....we have to pass up 2moRo but our assignment is not really dOne yet..
But not only my group la, almost every group also d same..haha...
wOnt be sle3ping unless we're dOne....

Gathered all my gRoup m3mbers in common room, gOta start our work...^^
Find info, typing here n there...cOpying file here n there....
In between, of course got our bReak tiMe...haha
It's supper time, definately is our canteen's burger lo...

Finally, after work n breaks.......
We're done with our assignment...
It's 7am!!!!
Gotta go class at 9am...
Gosh~ Im awake for more than 24hours....haha

But fortunately, our presentation goes well...
hahaha~~
The full marks is 5 and get 4!! wow~~

gOta get my b3auty sle3p lo.....yeah!!!

*miss u*

14th Nov--a shOpping dat3 wif Chenelle^^









Have a date wif Chenelle to 1Utama 2day...
She intend to buy a present for her bf..
sO both of us decided to shop in 1U...

She fetch me fr NUC around lunch time...it's kinda late..hehe^^
Try to figure out which way to go, finally we found our way there...haha



Find a place to have our lunch since both of us are hungry after traffic jam, search parking...... Finally, we went to Dragon-I..^^

Shop whOle day, both of us keep taking pictured in fittinG roOm..haha...
Girls is like dat~~

Finally, she got a Bonia wallet for him...
We chOose very long lo.

Girls talk and shoping 2day makes me very tired..hehe^^
Thx ya, Jia wen^^





*miss U*

Dec 2, 2009

Juz a diNn3r~

2012 is in the screen nOw!!!
Many of us are waiting for this movie which is known as a huge making of 2009...
Me and my dear plan to watch it once it's on screen...
It's 13th of November, second day of 2012 in Malaysia's cinemas~~
Can't make any reservation online neither by phone...f*ck!!!
Rush to Pavilion for tickets...
Damn it!! the Q is damn lOng although is a weekday...Wat happen????
Have a feeling that i cant manage to get d tickets for 2012...
Haiz..At last, i really did not manage to get any of d tickets...
For d moment, feel like wana cry!!!! Because i rush fr Nilai to KL just for this movie..
Wat to do????!!
Waiting for dear to finish his work, decided not to watch any movie....
Juz wan a simple date and have our dinner 2gather.....Lame date 2day~~

Hate KTM for being late....Hate myself for "Q+ing" in the wrong row....Hate those ppl that get tickets....!!!! Argh~~~~~

Finally, me n dear end up taking our meal in Sakae Sushi...
Walk out of Pavilion, the beautiful X'mas deco at the entrance attracted us to take pictures..haha....
Took many nice picture wif nice background^^
Although have to go bck Nilai after short date, but at least i have the chance to have a date with u....
I treasure the moments~~







*Miss U*

Supervision Presentation

Rushing bck fr KL to Nilai for my Supervision presentation....
But unfortunately, our lecturer cancelled the class for 2day bcoz some private stuffs...actually is quite a good news for our group coz we don't really have a rehearsal before that...

I dun really like role play presentation style, it requires acting skills infront of numbers of audience....But all of us have to go thru this part of study life wat~~
Just face it and try the best to get it done..hehe

Wana get my beauty sleep coz lack of sleeping time this few days...
But however i enjoyed my weekend with my dear dear~~

Looking forward to our next date..
Nowadays, im use to the days without him beside me everyday...
Im also use to the feeling of looking forward of next dating...
It's our way of loving each other..hahaha^^

*lOve U*

D'sara--KL--D'sara

It's 7th November...after a nice sleep with him, he gota wake up early get to wOrk...
While i continue my swe3t dream on his bed..^^


Woke up and plan to do some housework since i have nothing to do here...
Sweaping, moping the floor>> wash clothes, fold clothes....And yet i enjoy doing all these stuffs for him..haha~~


After a round of housework, decided to go KL town and wait for him to finish work...Is juz a way of enjoying my day with him..^^
Walking arOund Pavilion again, tHinking of wat tO eat heRe.


Finally, i make up my mind to dine in Dragon-I, juz wana have a taste of 小笼包..
Both of us have a light meal here because thinking of having proper dinner after dat~~




Again.....gO bck Damansara after that~




*Enjoy my days with u*


First we3kend in November

It's Friday 6th November...
Plan to go to his house for my weekend bcoz leave me alone in college..will be a boring we3kend here.....
Rush d 3.15pm bus frOm college....
i dislike to rusH for bus, dislike to wait for stupid KTM...
But wat to do...it's d way of life here, it's my way of life for the time being~~

Dear finish work earlier 2day....But im stil stuck in monorail....
Walk out of the monorail, accidently saw him waiting for me outside the station...
Haha~
Didn't notice actually he is just beside me....Suprise ya, dear!!
Went to GSC for our mOvie date, Ninja~~
Quite a nice movie but there is much of violence scene that frighthen me...^^
And yet i knw he enjoy this kind of movie more...

6th Nov is the lauching of Malaysia International Fashion Week 2009 in Pavilion...
We saw the arrival of Yang-dipertua permaisuri which is Malaysia's Queen to MIFA~~
First time saw her from near, quite a pretty women^^
Both of us toOk pictures infROnt of the Queen's official car..Nice car~~
Gone bck to Damansara after movie...plan to cOok diNner at hOme to save money...haha...
Another reason is dat hav3 been lOng time didnt tasted his cook..^^

Nice sleep 2night....sle3p with his hug, sleep with he beside me...Feeling of secure is very stROng..i like tHis fe3ling~~

Gud nit3z babes....

lOve ya*















nOv3mber^^

i had nOt be3n updating my blOg fOr d past 1mOnth....
Many thgs and actiViti3s gOing on whOle November.....
Swe3t memories tOo!!

gOta updat3 my November's lif3 sOon..haha....
Step intO December nOw...
Final exam of NUC is at the corner....
Semester Break is so n3ar to us~~~
hehe....
have been apart frOm my hOme for more than 2 months....
Miss daddy n mummy so much^^
Miss my hOme, my grandma, my parents and my hOmetowN's frens~~~

Wana dO maNy thgs aft3r fiNal exaM..hahaha.....
LoOking fOrward 7th December which is my last pap3r!!!
Yeah...^^

Oct 31, 2009

Public Holiday

It's 26th october...and is a public holiday for us in Negeri Sembilan..hahaha
So i make up my mind to go KL....
Although tired working 2days, but i stil wake up at 10am..haha
tOok 11.15am bus to KTM, thn start my journey to Bkt Bintang.....
Is a hot hot day....sometimes hate to take public transport to KL...but, haiz.....

Went to Times Square meet my fren, thn we hang around thr for awhile only....but i also manage to buy some clothes la..hehe^^

Around 4.30pm, walk alone to Pavilion....Meet my dear there....yeah yeah!!!!
But d stupid rain dropping down, so im wet...^^
Waiting my dear to finish his work n meet me for dinner here......so happy happy.....

Finally meet wif him n we decide to go to Sakae (again) for dinner, coz im damn hungry~~~~
D most happy moment is to be with him no matter where we are.....^@^

The time passes so fast n the days turn dark...we have to go bck..T_T
But luckily we stil can go take monorail 2gather to sentral, is also d last moment to be with 2gather for dis time.....sad sad


At last, we have to go bck to our home separately.......i proceed to KTM then....
Hate d moment when we have to be apart, but i cnt do anythg on that..This is life~~~~~

Looking forward to meet u again dear..will miss u so so much~~~

*loVe u*

2009 Sepang Motor GP

im wOrking dis we3kend....hehe
It's 2009 Malaysia Motor GP held in Sepang circuit....so im the one who incharge of this part time...
we work for 2days which is 24th n 25th in CFC cafe....

Saturday morning, woke up at 6am coz Kak Leyla say she will pick us up at 6.30am...ok, so we wait in our guard house around 6.30am...
But, we waited until 7am only our van is here...hu........wait until hungry d~~~~

So, we got a briefing after our b'fast....Im d cashier, haha......
We got 10person, and the rest of them is incharge of serving n clearing lo....my job is juz sit thr n receive money...
But at the end, i have to do bar tender job as well....haiz..damn busy~~~

Time are difficult to pass at d beginning coz not many ppl, but when reaches lunch time we are all busy like mad......
The problem is tOo many customer, but not enough server....all of them complained~~~

Finally, we close at 6pm...huhhhhh...
But gota wait till 7pm only can go bck....damn tired after a day of standing.

*Miss dear*

Oct 24, 2009

MOS night...

Ladies night!!!
MOS again...haha...
actually it's a farewell for siew foong, sherry n Sam coz they going posting lo..
go wif additional 2 new frens...hehe^^
by d time we reach there, OMG~~dance floor is ald full....(is only 11.30pm)

1st time drink so many types of cocktail in d same night..haha...
sex on the beach, sexy lady, tequilla, long island......^^

But.........thr girls are drunk not even 2am yet...OMG....
I drink, but im not drunk...how cum??? i wana be drunk tOo....hahaha
Take care of d girls whole night coz thy keep vomitting...haiz...why wan drunk leh~~~~
Our clubbing night ends 3am...early rite??!!!
no more clubbing for me lor~~~
Be a gud girl of my parents, my dear...haha....Trust me^^

*Miss u*

my we3k....

it's a week full wif classes....
pack timetable wif tired body....
My day in dis whole week is juz wake up, class, jogging, dinner n sleep....nothing special....
days are boring n lonely without U by my side, miss the moment we always have a walk around campus, have our meals 2gather, can see u everyday...
But now, the moment had pass....leave me alone facing my own life, my busy n boring days......
hOpe to see u often~~~nObody can really cheer me up......

Many things happened among my frens....and im in the centre, haha....almost becum sandwich.... actually many things is juz small case, juz dun understand why some of them like to enlarge the problem...haiz....
Hope to settle their conflict soon lo~~~


~Miss u dear~

Oct 17, 2009

OrientatiOn Night 09'

15th Oct is orientation night for all d new students....
Most of d groups are practicing very hard dis few days for their performance.
Im also involved, so since monday night im in PH for rehearsal lo....
PH is damn hot, no air at all..OMG~~
How cum college can be so stingy to on some air-cond or fan for us??? Haiz~~~

the day before orienatation night, we all stay bck in Ph to finish up final work...drawing, painting all night thru~ hehe....

So, im incharge of usher for d night...standing beside d door n juz welcuming d guest....easy job!!

Dear cuming bck around 8pm...hehe, so happy to see him again~~
Accompany dear to have his dinner in canteen, it's been long time i sit wif dear in canteen for meals...coz he has leave college for sumtime d~~

At last, orientation ends at 11pm....but one of them lost his laptop during d night..haiz~~~
Waiting for dear to cum bck fr Seremban since he went to my frens house for pre-wedding dinner....
Wait n wait n wait....but finally my dear went straight to meet his frens n abondant me in college...throw temper to him coz im alone in my room while thinking of wana have a gud date wif him after i finish my event..But he disappointed me!!!! For dat moment, im so sad....Cry like hell, but i cnt go n look for him though~~~T_T

p/s: Dear, bb knw im very wrong to do like dat n throw temper...Sorry, i wont talk like dat anymore k...

Have a talk wif dear after he is back....SORRY!!!!
But my dear sayang me, wont get angry wif me de...hahaha

Gota sleep ad, coz have to go n pick up d bride early morning since is our fren's BIG day^^


*lOve U*

Supris3~~

After busy wif International Cultural Night, i rush up to KL to meet my dear after a week we din meet up^^
So happy~~

He doesn't knw dat im going to meet him...Actually i have planned 2days ahead to giv him a suprise by going to his place~~~

Reach KL sentral around 11pm..not many ppl dat time...get into a LRT thn caught a cab...wat i have in mind is juz wana meet him in a fastest time~~~Miss U*

Finally.....i reach Flora, but thn~~ I mistaken d block, so have to walk up by myself..haha, a funny mistake~~

Thinking of how to make him open d door but without knowing im juz infront of his door???
Hmm...at last i call my dear n told him to open d door..haha
Glad that he is so happy to see me there late at night..Yipee!!!
p/s: Dear, u like my suprise very much??? Hope u will always rmb dat~~

My weekend is meaningful again spending wif my dear....Movie, meals...watever activity wif my dear, i will treasure it so much^^

*Lov3 U*

International Cultural Night

10/10/2009... It's a day of International Cultural Night
im incharge of Registration and usher as well...
so, basically we report ourselves at 7am for b'fast n last briefing...
fe3l so excited..haha
People start to register at 9am...so b4 dat, i and my frens is juz sitting down in the office n njoy d air-cond~~~ while many of them walk here n there for ushering...( we feel so nice,haha )

The first part of preliminary started at 10am...there are 10teams of dance group in the morning, while singing part is in Nilai Spring Hotel...luckily im in NUC, no need to rush...
Erm, some of the dance was great but some was boring...haha

Finally, we ended our job at 3.30pm...briefing for d night, coz MOHE is cuming so many precautions have to be taken...

Go bck n take a shower after half day on-duty, so fresh leh...although Nilai is damn HOT la...
Final Night started at 7.30pm, my job is to give out all d goody-bags...when we arrange the goody bags, feel so geng oo..haha...
Finally, 8.30pm dat minister came d...waited so long oo~~~
While we give out all those goody-bags, actually we as helpers were having fun among ourselves....Me, Yin Yin, Jason, Dinesh, Vevean, etc are under goody-bags counter...makes alot of fun while working ^@^

Thx to all helpers to make d event successful~~
Congrats to UNIMAP^^

Oct 8, 2009

nothing's gonna change my love for u

if I had to live my life without u near me
the days would all be ampty
the nights would seem so long
With u i see forever
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young n we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
touch me now
I don't want to live without u

Nothing's gonna change my love for u
You ought to know by now how much I love u
One thing u can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for u
U ought to know by now how much I love u
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for u

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for u
If you should need me
U don't have to change a thing
I love u juz the way u are
So come wif me n share the view
I'll help u see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I dun wan to live without u

Nothing's gonna change my love for u~~~

*I lOve u Dear*

Oct 6, 2009

5th Semester

yOyo....it's 5th semester lo....
new sem, new challenge...
wish my classmates n heng dai ji mui all d best...hehe^^


5th Oct our new claz started, see new lecturer....
1st claz, supervision....2nd, sales n marketing....3rd, Cost control...
hOpe can do well in those subjects la...
but d thing is, we all have to wear formal to claz every single day....WTH~~~~
d reason those lecturer give was, "because u guys are hospitality student, we want to train u guys to be professional".....wat the sh*t is dat.....haiz

5th Oct, my dear officially started intenship in JW Marriott....
Our ditance relationship also started...im stil building my confident towards both of us.....
I can dO it~~~
I knw dat my dear will cope very well with his work de....^^
*p/s: dear, bb support u oo....*

talk about distance relationship, i had learn a lesson fr last relationship and i dun wana fail with dat mistake again.....I wOnt!!!!!
i knw how much love i put into dis relationship, it's definately far far much more than d last one....sumtimes i will think of our both future that is very real, does this mean dat we can be long lasting??? Hope so.....
Knowing dat relationship not only one person dat have to put effort in but both of us have to put effort in to maintain...
Although miss my dear so much, but i knw without him by my side i have to go thru my day by day myself...
Im back to my normal life before having u~~
i will be very gud girl n wait d time to meet u, dear....^^

this 7 weeks class quite pack n many things need to be done in a short period, so i think i wont be very bored..hahaha~~~

*LOVE u*

Oct 3, 2009

MoOncak3 FestiVal 2009'

2daY is mOoncak3 festiVal....
wHile im in Nilai gOing thru diS daY by Myself...a lOnely saD mOoncaK3 f3stivaL......
i hat3 d fe3liNg of lOnelineSs....cRied baDly in d aFternuN but i duNo wHy im acTinG lik3 dat....

Miss u sO badly, i waNa see u....is sO haRd to cOntrol myself fr miSsiNg u siNce d daY u leaVe...
i duNo whY i caN be liKe dat cOz i nev3r haVe a stRong fe3ling b4 liKe dis but aFter im in lOve wif u~~~

u saiD we caN me3t 2mOro....im sO glaD dat u stiL hav3 tiMe for me b4 u staRt busY....
HappY^^ pLanniNg whr tO gO riGht nOw~~~!!

*lOv3 u*

Oct 2, 2009

end of September..

fiNally my d3ar leave Nilai....

fOr dat mOment, im really sad cOz i dunO whether can i gO thRu d daYs without him bside me...
besides that, im also wOrry bout many thgs which i dunO is only my own fe3lings or is reality..??!!!

i duN like dat kiNd of fe3lings~~~~
suMtimes i hate myself fOr being like dat....i dunO why im like dat....wHo caN help me other thn myself?????

New sem gOing to start next Monday..hOpe dat i can cOpe wif new subjects n my new starting sem....dear gOing to start his intensHip Monday also..
Wish him njOy his work n gud luck~~~~

*LOVE U*

Sep 28, 2009

busY aGain~~

Me have been working for part time for d past 2days...although is tired, but i get my salary..haha..
And another thing is, it's a last time to work wif my dear 2gather~~
i appreciate that alOt...will miss d time we wOrk 2gather, he help me alOt so dat i no need to do so much.. So bad of me ya~~Hehe^^

2day is RESULT day..yeah, get my result although is nOt very gud but at least it's enOugh..haha^^

So, 2day is d first day of orientation program for new students...
welcum newbies to NUC again... Im senior counselor after been in counselor for 3sem..hehe^^
The program will be last for 1 week until tHursday...busy week lo~~~

gota cOntinue "on duty" again at 5pm...~~

Sep 25, 2009

im bacK...

24th mOrning...9am flight MH1139 bound to KLIA fr Penang..
loOking fOrward to go bck KL now...Miss my dear badly these 2weeks...
10am, im out fr MH1139 n tOok my luggage...
Find d way to bus stop, back to Nilai...yeah yeah~~

12.15pm--Bus to KTM going KL sentral..next destinatiOn~~Damansara...
stOp by KL sentral me3t wif Wilson, which he gOing Genting...
so, after send him off...tOok LRT to Kelana Jaya, is my first time go to KJ statiOn..
caNt find my way to Flora Damansara...
Coz d taxi tOok my RM25..Damn~~~so expensive...
sO i decided to take Rapid to One Utama, thn change a cab to Flora...
but dat stupid 1U bus stOp is so far fr taxt statiOn...gOta walk a lOng way there...
This toOk me alot of my time...caNt wait to me3t my darliNg...


Finally~~finally~~ I reached!!!!
sO haPpY to me3t him again...have been missing so much for d past 12days...
although is not a long period..^^


will sPend my tiMe wif my beloved befOre new sem start...>@<

Sep 22, 2009

hanG ouT^^

tOniGht is lasT niGht im fre3 tO hang out wif mY frens....but nO fe3ling sO well...T_T

So tonight, met wif Kevin which is my cHildhood frEn siNce i wa bOrn..wow, we're frens more than 10years~~~ Call Jia Wen out as well, coz nO chance to me3t her also...^^

Venue of yamcHa-- is d same place wif my class gathering Bites cafe...new haPpeniNg place in SP...

wh3n the tiMe reacHes 9pm...yOungsters start tO cum and end up wif daMn manY ppl here..cRowded, nOisy~~~

But...the facts is, mOst of them are all Sin Min ex-stud3nts.. I thinK halF of my hOmetown is cOnquer bY us...hahahahaha*^$#@

Saw mY hiGh schOol senIors, ex-classmates (either form1 to form5), Girl Guide ex-leaders...
lOng lOng time din meet theM d...

Anyway, it's a hapPeniNg night in SP dis f3w daYs.. later On, everybody is gOing bck to study life n Sp will nOt be so crowded ad..hehe~~~

Going bck to Nilai in 1 more day time.....is strange to have a fe3l dat im lOoking forward to go bck n start new sem.. Everything is mOving sO fast aROund us...

Miss my hubby.........been 10daYs din me3t him...
I miss yr hug, i miss yr kiss, i miss yr everything~~~~~~


it's tiMe to sle3p^^

Sep 21, 2009

5.2 gatHeriNg~~









Juz gOt a high schOol gath3riNg wif my 5.2 Old claZ mates 2daYs ago....




Miss tHem sO much, since long time din meet at all..^^




sO, 20th decided to have a gathering coz it's a public hOliday n manY of them came bck tO SP..




FinallY my gath3rinG successfulL...yeah!~~


We will meet each other once in a while...evrtime i meet my frens, really miss my hiGh schoOl time very much..


High school time all of us is more simple, pure n 'innOcent' cOmpare to nOw...Most of them changes no matter fr outloOk, lifestyle or tHinking...

We all have our new life n new frens d, but mOst important is we duN fOrget each oth3r by keePing in tOuch thRu internet..haha... FB rul3z~~~~




















Sep 19, 2009

LoV3

i never felt a love
Like this before
It's a love
like no other
something i've always hoped for

A LOVE with frensHip
Humour and heart
A bOnd sO strOng
It would never part

A LOVE that makes u smile
from ear to ear
A LOVE that is joyful
Without any fear

A LOVE that is beautiful
From the inside out
A LOVE with no tears
Pain or doubt

A LOVE with soul
So tender and true
A LOVE that i have found
Only in YOU
It's 12am...Selamat Hari Raya^^
Although this festival is not a mean to me, but juz bcoz d fireworks outside now is so beautiful, i wana wish them Happy Raya...

Finally...i can on9 at home wif d new brOadband..hahaha..if not im really BORED~~~
My sweetheart is now in Melacca njoying hsi trip...hOpe i can jOin..T_T
So...2moro is a public holiday, many of my frens came bck to SP..haha...can hang out ad^^
8pm 2moro is our 52 class gathering, will be held in Bites cafe, stil duno how many of them will turn up la..haiz...

Yesterday passed by penang, suddenly recore back d day i went to Penang wif my dear...d streets we walk 2gather, d food we order, becum more meaningful to me all of sudden...hehe....
Miss u so much, coz we seldom be far apart for many days...but i knw i have to be more matured n independant thn dat..coz we cant always stick 2gather...
I wana grOw up~~~~:-Xd

Sep 17, 2009

爱不需要理由

哪里能找到
永远温暖的拥抱
谁在牵挂着
孤单远行疲倦的红娘
哪里能找到
受伤时候的依靠
有谁能让我
烦恼的事都不再烦恼

爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
为我敞开的双手

爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
只有家为我等候

有一种味道
能让我想起年少
有一座城堡
包容原谅所有的争吵

爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
为我敞开的双手

爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
只有家为我等候

这爱无法取代
不求回报的关怀
原来爱一直都在
原来家一直都在

爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
为我敞开的双手

爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
只有家为我等候

It's me***

A fren of my asked me a question that i dun have the answer which is "ist the way of thinking change as we grow up??"
i think of this question before..My answer~~
Perhaps is true..becoz when we are in schooling age, wat we see is juz in school, books and exams...
We are stil young n does not think tOo much n adapt much to cruel society...
When we are in college, our focus no longer all in studies..but we begin to step into the pathway of adult.. Maybe at this age we will think more realistic n logically...even tOwards love matters, no longer so childish i think..
Will think more of our future, career, marriage...
I think im d person that will think ahead and plan my life before getting in another lifestyle after graduated as a fresh graduate in the industry..haha...is juz my point of view la~~~

Now im in the stage of college student, maybe i will change wat i think now when im in another stage..which is d time i start my career^^

nO matter how, im stil who im...
a girl who stil like to hang around, a girl who dun like studies so much, a girl that love my guy, a girl that think childishly..hahaha...It's ME!!!

幸福

我最幸福的事
當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾
讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事
吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人
在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是
童話故事
不能夠永遠依賴著王子
才慢慢認識只剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心
為難你解釋
我最幸福的事
當過你的天使趁鼻酸能掩飾
讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事
吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人
在左邊心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

那天和你傻笑著認識是最幸福的事
it's my holiday..but dun feel like holiday..
coz ntg to do or holiday plan...OMG.. Hard to pass time..
sien ar.........
miss NUC..miss my classmates...miss my dear..miss on9 24hour...
all this cant do at home..haiz..

Became chef at home dis few days..cook for mum n grandma..but seems like din cook any special, juz rice n dishes..maybe shud try sumthg special thn i can spend more time on dat..haha

one more thg..NO MONEY~~ argh...........sh*t
where can i get extra money?? nO money no talk..no mOney no life~~

Suddenly wana do many thg pula..haha...so weird mood..maybe i bored till crazy d^^

belOngs~~~~

我堅持的
都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的
就是真的嗎
如果我敢追求
我就敢擁有
而如果都算了
不要呢
或許吧
或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧
或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定
我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信
我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於風的
那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的
那就洶湧吧
屬於我們的愛
該來的就來吧
為什麼
不敢呢
不要呢
是他吧
命中早就註定了的
那個他
是他吧
他原來就在這裡啊

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記

屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們還要
努力
猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沈默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心
上了鎖
猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸
是真的
是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過
猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸
是真的
是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Sem bReak^^

it's NUC sem break now...
im bck to home--SP since 12th...
OMG...is damn boring at home...
everyday routine~~~ Wake up, cook, eat, sleep, TV.....repeated!! hahaha....
haiz...daddy stil not yet bck fr Manila, Philipine...
gOing to fetch him later fr airport lo..thn go penang, ShoPping...hoho~~~

Sep 1, 2009

exaM we3k....

Law paper is 9am 2day..finally i juz finish dat subject paper dat's damn difficult..hoho...
Ignore my dear and din accomoany him much, summore less than 1 week time im gOing bck SP..
by the time i cum bck, it's his internship period d... fe3l sad when think of dat...T_T
i knw love n realtionship is not everythg, but for d time being i felt dat he is important n occupied most of my heart..^^ I love him more then other thg im doing right now...haha..sOunds dat Love cOnquer all..
Wat's next.....9th will be d next paper...but can continue watch my drama before proceeding study d next paper..haha~~~